Perfect

Therefore I am.
I wish I was.
Out in the open,
Just because

This room's become
Monotonous and cold.
Eternal Life
Is growing old.

I want my freedom
To be who I am.
A shrieking, defiant
Little lamb.

Delusional, yet hopeful.
Aren’t we all?
With happy childhood
I can’t recall.

Please tell me what
I don’t want to hear.
I’m cut from cloth
That disappears.

Comes out to play
When whistle blows.
A Winter coat
Over Summer clothes.

The Life that was
Once promised me,
Served after lunch
With cup of tea.

Jayna, Jayna
Count to ten.
You'll cease to pine
And remember when.

You have your orders,
That is that.
At least you won’t
Be getting fat.

No Love, 
No Pain.
No tickling teardrops
In the Rain.

No Love, 
​No Pain.
No tickling teardrops
In the Rain.
​
Never again.
Once more,
​again.


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Zone S2E8